Saturday, May 12, 2012

After thirty years..........the magic word

Hai,
      After I came to know the wherabouts of my beloved one  I am so happy.Its so nice to know about our soulmates address after a gap of twenty five years.I got her phone number in the morning on april 21 but I didn't call her.She may be busy with her work or she may not be in a position to attend the call or she may be embarassed by my call.I had waited for twenty five years and I was ready to wait for another few hours.Every fifteen minutes my brother called me and asked whether I spoke with her or not.I was too excited but kept waiting
      Waiting is not new to me,I have waited for her to see me  for the first time in the streets by just going around the streets and near her school.I used to wait for her in the mid way of her school and do all kinds of attraction to seek her attention.After the eye contact was made I  waited so many days to give her the first letter, it not  easy to communicate before thirty years.Then I made friendship with the girl opposite to her house and used to go daily to their house and waited for a chance.It did'nt happen so easily.Then in a mischievious way I wrote my proposal in her friend's notebook and asked them to show it to her.They did it perfectly and from then on all our romantic actions started.
     Waiting is not new for me,I have waited so many days to make friendship with the boys living around her then so that I can go to their street and and stand near her house just waiting for her gracious sight.
    I used to stand  on the opposite side of her house's window which i  still remember was green in colour...waiting   waiting  waiting some times her grand ma comes and give darshan some time she gives darshan after so many days of waiting my beloved one finds the importance of the window.......from then on she makes the habit of reading near the window so that we can see easily...........
Our days are crused one  no way of communication only seeing and giving love letter.We started with both and our love grow gradually
   Daily night eight o clock a ground nut vendour used to go through her house.we used to stop the groundnut man just opposite to her house and buy groundnuts .She also used to come out to buy groundnut but slowly  the street people found out our inner motive of buying ground nut and it stopped.
  In our love life I never forget the importance of window, the curtain use to cover the room, I waited for the movement when the curtain rose slowly and her face appears like a moon.the lighting eyes with the fear immediately the curtain falls and all over for the day or some times I wait for another darshan.It also occured for that i have to waite for another half an hour or  one hour so waiting is not new to me.
Then another development started she has to go for shopping with her mother through my street only  .I waited for the chance to go behind her all the way watching her,  I use to Wait to get a glance of sight  while going she slowly turn back and see me.........wounder full.........I got the feeling of attaining the world in my hand that too she did that nicely watching  her mother and others.Even now it gives thrill.
Waiting is not new to me,I have waited for so many days to know her movie plan then suddenly  my friend came to my house and told that she is going to aruna theatre to see the film omen.We don't have money  immediately the same very old formula beg borrow or steel  I use to borrow only then  we went by bicycle and enjoyed the film seeing with her .She is with her family we are all just sit behind the row.After the film over she returned by town bus she sat in the window side.how will I miss the chance like this I ask my friend Mani to ride the cycle and I sat in front.He is cycling  with speed of the bus so that I could not miss thesight of her.So thrilling.
    Waiting is not new to me, it took so many days to go with her to hotels and it took so many years to go with her for a movie.
Waiting is not new to me it took so many years to convince her for a small walking alone then it developed where it goes you know we used to walk ten kilometres and then return by bus.Often we use to go vayalur to seek the blessings of Lord Muruga.The entire 10 km distance was covered by green paddys or banana plantans some distance both side  coconut trees we dont find any tiredness.Its a wounderfull time.
    Waiting is not new to me after she got job at chennai she used to go by train and I used to wait at the junction for her arrival and have a look .When the train starts immediately I used to get an auto and come to the next station with snacks and wait there for the train to come.
   Like this our love developed among so many opposition.
Then suddenly all came to a halt she got married and went to chennai from then the long waiting started twenty five years hoping of seeing her............
The waite and the search ended on 21st April 2012............
Now I am waiting for her call    It happened by  eight o clock...........so wounderfull to hear the voice     the voice which changes the course of my life..........the voice which gives me pleasure and peace...........I heard it now thank god
    After twenty fiveyears and twenty one days to day I used the magic word..........
Which changes the lifestyle of more persons,which gives joys and happiness,............Today I used the word  I LOVE YOU............
    If love is true  then the word I LOVE YOU also true.

Love any body it wont need any qualification but if you want to live with love you need one basic qualification  ie   Patience.

Wednesday, May 9, 2012

The perfect day......

Hai, 
After twenty five years I met my beloved one.She is as cute as she is before twentyfive years.I was so stunned.The magficient smile the way of talking the way of walking is as it is.Time has not changed her much while I was changed so much.My hair has gone,the body fittness has gone every change has occured in me.Its a wounderfull experience.I was waiting for this and it happend.
      we know each other and started loving thiry years before. As she belongs to other caste there was more resistance from her side.I waited for her but day by day the pressure mounted on her and I understood the problem and I Gave way for her to take decision.She took the decision to carry the wishes of her parents.In 1987 May month she got married.After three years I got married to a girl from my caste.But I never forget her.All these years I waited for her to see and it happend.
She got me as my old lover.She is also waiting for these years to me . She showerd her love on me and I dont know to express my feelings.I just accepted every thing.
    She is living with her husband and two kids.Nice family.Her husband takes care of her in every aspects.It gives me a happiness.
   I never want her to in a weeping condition or  with some kind of problems.
  I wish her good health and happy life.
Our love will continue ther is no change in it.I shall sarfice any thing for her happiness .
If your love is true you will ready to sacrifice even your love for the happiness of your beloved one.